post ala Megan

Hey guys- It's Megan! Miss me!?!?! You SOOOO did. Don't deny it. N/E who....so I have this ex who won't stop calling/texting/emailing me. It drives me insane cuz I still have feelings for him but he umm...sorta married someone else a year ago! I know right! He should SOOO STOP trying to talk to me. Its extra hard on me cause I still care, but I know it's not right. So anyway, he sent me an email the other day and I ignored it because I will not be the reason that marriage falls apart. It'll be all on him. But I couldn't help the fact that the email hurt a little and made me miss him just a smidge. So Lynne (being the cheerful, good friend she is) says, "Maybe she'll die soon," to comfort me. Umm....sweet, sweet Lynne. I don't think that's the answer to my problems. So Lynne (being retardedly cute) lets me know, "Well, I don't mean we'd have to kill her. Maybe it could be an accident. Or she might be sick." Uhhh...still not my style, but it's a wee bit tempting to imagine the current wife out of the picture so we can see if there's anything there for me. So I feebly respond, "She has diabetes...." to which Lynne starts cracking up.
I know....we are SOOO BAD right? I feel horrible that I even thought about it! I know Lynne was just teasing and trying to lighten the mood and make me laugh, but.... ummm....I gotta go repent!